A cheery hello and I hope that all is good with you. I am only going to be short today as it is my birthday and I have the birthday things to attend to! I hope that all has been got for you and the day has treated you well.
I have decided that this time next year I am going to be sitting here as a new, remade version of myself. I know that I have not been dealing with anything very well since I have that turn in June last year but I have decided that I have to take control of my life. I have been upset with the little steps I have taken and the small progress in my return back to my old self. Now that the Doctor has told me that I will not have that happen, that I just have to work with what I have, then that is what I will do.
I have read so many stories from other people who have overcome the most horrid issues and it has all been because they were strong enough to commit themselves to their own wellbeing and health so they could defeat what stood in there way.
I will be perfectly honest and state that I thought that this has been a punishment for something I had done wrong and I shouldn’t have survived. The night I had that turn I was not mean to have anyone over. My survival was a mistake, but if I look at it the other way, that I had people there so I did survive that makes it completely different. And this is more in keeping with my normal looking on the good side of any problem.
So that is it for me and this birthday…I am going to spend the next 365 days making sure I achieve something I can put down as a YES toward the new me and my recovery. Each day will have a bonus to add to my journal. Today is day one with this decision, a walk and to lose weight by taking an eating routine seriously.
That is it for me today and I wish to thank you very much for taking the time to read this. I hope that your Monday is just perfect.